To see my Baby Smile

Oh my Love...Oh my dear Father...

Why do you love this fool
i have done nothinggggggggggg worth U
Worth ur amazing Love!!!!!
Worth tht amazing heart!!!
Worth ur hands!!!!
which catch me when i fall
Worth your Loving voice
which comforts me in my darkest moment
Worth ur feet
Which Run to catch me when i fall........

oh father...

Do not let this fool pierce you O Lord!!!

((Given by Holy SPirit from Psalm 22:16 where it says...
"THey( you ) have pierced my hands and my feet.))

Not anymore...My Father..My Love
Do not let me pierce the tender flesh of your hands....
The very hands which caught me when i fell down
The very hands which took me into ur arms..
when there was distress all around,
YOU put me to a comforting sleep
u held my head to ur chest.
Help me hear ur HEART Dear Lord!!
Help me to understand what ur heart wants..
Coz i want you to put ur Spirit in me
For only ur Spirit knows what ur heart wants...
For i want fulfill ur desires in my life...

With desire, you have desired to eat with me.
Help me to know when you want to eat with me
((Given by Holy SPirit from Luke 22:15 where it says...
"I have EAGERLY DESIRED TO EAT THIS PASSOVER WITH YOU
( CAN U EVEN IMAGINE THE KING OF EVERYTHING.....saying these LInes for fools like us....))
Help me understand UR DESIRES OH Lord!!!


(As i was writing this song...i cried..i was listening to the song"Faith like that"
by Jonah 33 while writing...

And when i wrote the line Not worth ur feet
THe Holy Spirit put this line next to it
saying """"""""Which RUN to catch me when i fall."""""""""""'
ISNT IT BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE KING OF CREATION SO CONCERNED
THAT HE DOESNT EVEN LET US FALL DOWN...
SO HE GAVE UP HIS VERY LIFE IN A """""""""PATHETIC"""""""""""""" WAY EVER POSSIBLE
SO THAT HE CAN CATCH US
AND MAKE US REALIZE THAT HE IS ALREADY taken the pain
thts y even when we fall down in life...
We dont feel the full after effects of our falling down
Coz when we realize tht Christ has taken our sins..
The pain vanishes!!!!!!!!
ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL THT PAIN OF OUR GROSS AND GRAVESTTTTTTTT CRIMES
JUST VANISHES!!!!!!
AMEN to the LORD WHo delivers his children..
Who cares..
Who loves..
Who Hugs...
Who Kisses..his children with a LOVE OF ETERNITY
A LOVE THAT WILL NEVER END
A LOVE THAT CAN NEVER BE BROKEN
A Love which even Loves after what it loves hurts it
tears its heart
Tears up its skin
Breaks its bones
Spits on it
Mocks it
Hits it with the very fists which the Love itself formed
Doesnt Trust in it
but trusts in what Hurts it


Friends...Read Old testament You will find that
Even though we imagine God as Strict and all in the Old testament
But When u actually read the verses
they show his eternal love and affection
and his plan to DIE FOR HIS CHILDREN
How can a person plan to do such a thing..
imagine the turmoil the person goes through
planning his own death in a most pathetic way possible...


But God revealed to me His heart was crying like anything
Everytime he saw his children sin...
But he dint reveal it that way only bcoz
********************he knew his children will take him for granted ***************
if they see the tears of his heart...


Oh dear Lord...How Long would u choose to suffer for PATHETIC FOOLS LIKE US!!!
While i was writing God Spoke through the Song :Look through Heaven's Eyes form Prince of Egypt"
And told me that "How can you see what ur life is worth with ur eyes..You should look at it through My eyes said the Lord...
Friends...Our dear Lord values our life like more than YOU COULD EVER POSSIBLY IMAGINE!!!!
its for that very reason HE feel these worthless lives are of so much worth to him
that ***************he thought we are worthy to die for and SO HE DIED.......***************************
Did the most unspeakable thing!!!!!!!!
Halleluyah...Praise the Lord...For you have revealed to me this beautiful words
out of your very mouth Oh Lord...Halleluyah thts wht it is to live and you are helping live according to you as u said in AMtthew 4:4

As i was crying in happiness when i was watching my favourite scene
from Prince of Egypt where God talks to moses from the Burning Bush
I started to cry as i was looking at the Love the Lord poured in..
And then suddenly one of the bottle on the table
fell down on my Bible
and as it was just about to fall on it...i was able to catch it and
then i saw what was the verse at the point of it falling down!!!
And i saw this...Psalm 21:6
""""""Surely You have granted him eternal Blessings
And made him glad with THE JOY OF YOUR PRESCENCE"""""""""

My Lord says he granted me eternal Blessings......
oH Lord...why do u love me sooo much Lord
And i do not what to say
For ye have counted me worthy
( I WAS About to write "Fool" in place of "me" in the above line
And God said Son dont call urself like that...i dont like you to
call urself like that!!!....U are my Sweetu...He said))
In the scene where God talks to Moses...
God says I have Seen the oppression of my people in Egypt and Have heard thier cry
and HAve come down to deliver them out of slavery and to bring them to a
Good Land( Spirit Filled Land for Good=>God=>Spirit filled Land)
a land flowing with milk and Honey...
WHILE i heard this
God hepled me picturize it as a talk between a Father with his little Child
And say that Do not worry My Son...For Papa is with you...
I know ur pain...I know ur cry
I know ur hurt
I know ur deepest desire
I know what u want
I know What u love
And i ur Father....WOuld do anything to see YOU,my Dear Baby SMILE!!!!!

To a see a smile on ur face...i would make a BILLION STARS SHINE IN UNISON..SHINE JUST FOR U!!!
(God says Billion and not infinte bcoz our Human mind cannot comprehend INFINITE!!!!)
To see a smile on my darling's face...I would make a planet full of flowers Bloom together
and i want you to see how it looks like...My dear Love...My dear Son says the Lord

To see my baby Smile...I would Like you to hear How it feels like
When u hear all exotic Birds of every type sing in Unison...Sing Just for u
((((HEY just as i was writing this line...
God made me lift my head and see few birds which came to my balcony
AT THE EXACT MOMENT as i wrote this LINE!!!!!)))))

To see my Baby Smile...i have given my very life on the cross ...My son!!!
So that you wont have to cry when u fall down..
So that you wouldnt have to feel the pain of ur mistakes My Son...
To SEE U SMILE MY DEAR.....I HAVE BEARED THE PAIN OF CROSS JUST FOR U!!!!!!

Would u listen to my cry My son...For i have groaned long enough seeing u in wounds
Seeing ur wounds not bandaged and ur open sores all over ur body
Would u let me bind ur wounds..
heal ur Sores..
For i have the Power My Son, My Love
To clear up any mess...any mess which u might have made of ur life
And turn your mistake into a Blessing...
if only you could hear my Heart, My Son...
If only you would allow ur ears to hear when i speak to you...
For all i always do is to wait for that Moment When u talk to me..
For that very moment
My Son, My Love..My Honey..My Cutie pie..
WHen u start Talking to me....

(today evening when i went to civil lines...for party.
As i was going to tht place by auto...
I saw a beautiful Cloud and thanked God for that...
And when i reached civil lines God made me see
a FAR FAR MORE BIGGER CLOUD AS BEAUTIFUL AS THE SMALL CLOUD
The Small Cloud itself was quite big but when i saw the final comparison
it was too huge to the other one...

God Love you dad and Jesus...Pls imbibe in Me Heavenly Father...
For i delight in you
and help me to always DELIGHT IN YOU!!


For u always!!!!!! Help me to live for its by you we have victory...Without you..we are nothig but a dead twig!!!!!!!! Halleluyah...