Speechless

........Speechless..Tears....Just tears..rolled down my eyes......Opened my mouth in awe!!
AWESTRUCK!!!
Just kept looking at the sky...
What Just happened.....Just speechless!!

The time of my fulfilment of my covenant with God came...that is 12 am at which i everyday spend time talking with God especially for saving my life when i dint have any medication once on a train journey!!

I actually started talking to him with lots of difficulty....I was thanking him for that...but i knew...
I lost his touch...bcoz i was unable to live a life worthy of him...unable to give up things what he wanted me to give up in my life..

I was outside of my room...walking in the garden before my room ....it was night 12 Am..

So i told him while i was still like that....God i know that I forgot abt How wonderfully awesome and beautiful and Great You are....(i knew i lost that understanding of his beauty...but i just said these words...to God)
And I told him Help me to realize that!!
And i felt condemned that i wont be able to reach him ever..
But suddenly i realized the reason i was having this chance to talk to God...was bcoz He was allowing it!

He was willing to come back to me!!!
And i said this........."The very reason I am getting this chance to talk to God like this so that i can get back to YOU!!"

The moment I said "YOU" in the last line..........
The power went off...as i was staying in a remote place outside city.... as i looked up ...
and since it was almost past midnight....and i Looked up and saw the sky!!

........Speechless..Tears....Just tears..rolled down my eyes......Opened my mouth in awe!!
AWESTRUCK!!!
Just kept looking at the sky...
What Just happened.....Just speechless!!
The entire sky was just lit with beautiful stars....and sky was so beautifully star studded that even though i was under a tree...Even through its branches...i was able to see the splendour of the sky...because even from in between the branches i was able to see the stars beautifully shining!!!
I was able to see this spectacular scene only bcoz the power went off for a few seconds...

I just was asking God before that....if u see what i just asked before...."So I told him while i was still like that....God i know that I forgot abt How wonderfully awesome and beautiful and Great You are...."

I asked God I don't want say mere words of Praise....i want to feel from my heart when i give you Praise...
And here was his answer....I just was speechless and started crying!!!
I was like...Did God just speak to me!!

How gracious of him to respond to a fool like me!!....I asked him to HELP ME REALIZE HOW AWESOME HE WAS!!!.....and there he showed the splendour of the sky...so beautifully lit up from one corner of the sky to the other!!!

I learnt one thing that..........At any GIVEN POINT OF TIME IN OUR LIVES....
GOD IS MORE THAN YOU CAN THINK OR IMAGINE!!!!!
So u might sing and praise unto him with one energy and interest level...but suddenly when he reveals himself...we would be speechless again..and realize Wht we had in mind while singing praise abt him...He is even more than that!!


Zechariah 13:8-9
In the whole land declares the LORD.
"two-thirds will be struck down and perish;
yet one-third will be left in it.

This third I will bring into the fire;
I will refine them like silver
and test them like gold.

They will call on my name
and I WILL ANSWER THEM;

I WILL SAY ,'THEY ARE MY PEOPLE,'
and they will say "The LORD is our GOD."


I WOULD LIKE TO REPEAT WHAT SPECIFICALLY SAID TO ME IN THIS... "I WILL SAY ,'THEY ARE MY PEOPLE,'and they will say "The LORD is our GOD."


Amen to that!!

Infinite for Finite

What is the population of the entire Human race....may be few billions!!

But How many other types of things/creatures exist in the nature and the sky.

I was just thinking that When God had in mind we will be so numerous and HE MADE EACH ONE OF US SO UNIQUE!!!


And he cares about the needs and minds of the over 6 billions unique personalities....he gave even much more for each one of us to like...

Coz every one of us has different interests....and there so many!!
Coz Some like Roses, some like lilies...Some like mountains, some like seas, some like the Stars..and even in that there are so many to choose from!!

Some like plants...some like Black colour....some white...some Blue...some like the oceans, some like the lakes, some like the waterfalls...
Shouldnt we be glad that God gave us sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many things to choose from!!

He gave us Infinite things to be delighted in for these finite people!!
AND THE SOLE REASON HE DID THIS IS FOR US TO REALIZE JUST ONE THING!!! THAT HE CARES.....HE LOVES....He wants us to understand!!

He is there for us....having HIMSELF....MORE THAN WE CAN EVER ASK OR IMAGINE!!!

Though he has every reason to treat us like nothing!
He even TORE APART THE DIVISION THAT WAS THE CURTAIN SEPARATING US AND GOD WHICH WAS TORN APART..


Just now God told why he was so strict in the old testament...the reason is that If he would have always shown us so much grace....we would never understand his love and be arrogant!!


If we are taking God for granted Now....how much we would have taken him for granted...if he always have Loved and gave us so much freedom from the beginning....

ALL THE OLD TESTAMENT AND EVERY THING THAT HAPPENED IS JUST FOR US TO UNDERSTAND>.....HOW AWESOMELY AWESOME.....GREAT......POWERFUL.....HOW MUCH UNWORTHY WE ARE......HOW POWERFUL HE IS.....SO HOW MUCH UNDESERVING WE ARE OF HIM!!!!!
GOD IS MORE THAN WE THINK OR IMAGINE!!!!


THIS IS ALL JUST FOR US TO UNDERSTAND THAT HE IS OFFERING US MORE THAN WE CAN IMAGINE OR THINK THAT IS INFINITE...>THAT IS HIM!


AN INFINITE GOD FOR A FINITE HUMAN!!!!