Monday, July 28, 2008

Everything DIED For Nothing

ITs not Just the Love of the Lord tht is far beyond our wildest imagination
BUT
also the PAIN OF THE LORD when we sin
is far greater than our human minds can comprehend!!!!!!!!!

Its tht vast pain tht drove him to death....
its tht HUGE WOUND IN HIS HEART WHICH WAS CAUSED WHEN HE SAW HIS OWN CHILDREN GIVING THEMSELVES
TO THE RAVENOUS WOLVES TO BE mauled!!

Its this VASTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT pain tht kept him silent

as people were mocking him...
as his OWN CHILDREN were pathetically beating him
as he saw his children drive nails into both his hands...



It was this very pain tht made him to be act Numb to all the horrible and pathetic ways tht Christ was beaten!!



JESUS DIED ON THE CROSS....COZ HE THOUGHT WE ARE WORTHY TO DIE FOR!!!!!!! Isnt it A MIND BLOWING REVELATION!!
Thank you HOly SPirit for revealing the heart of the LORD when i asked for it
WHo was i tht u should hear but yet you heard!!!!!

HE made us to be of worth yet we began to behave like worhtless.
But he hasnt forgotten wht he created
Even though we have forgotten what we are made to be, he dint forget tht we were his children!!

And he was silent to all the things done to him while crucifixion....coz he felt MY SON DESERVES THIS!!!

HE THOUGHT IF MY PAIN NOW>>.>CAN GET HIM BACK TO ME!!! IAM WILLING TO DO SO!!!!
ITS JUST HIS WAY OF SAYING....Oh My Dear Son....I will do any....any any anything for u my love!!!!!
Just be in my arms....
Just now i got tears in my eyes....when i just remembered the Scene in Prince of Egypt where GOD TALKS TO MOSES IN
ANGER FOR A SECOND....and when he sees moses scared he just felt ohh my dear SOn....and it looks like he takes him
into his arms and says

My dear SOn....IM WITH YOU ra kanna....My dear loved one....HE might have thought U DONT EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH IAM GOING
TO DO JUST FOR U!!!!!!!! EVEN MY VERY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JUST FOR U!!!!

Just now....i had the MOST AMAZING EXPERINCE OF A LIFETIME...AND IT HAPPENED JUST NOW...I FEEL SO WEAK IN MY BODY NOW
YET STRONG COZ HE IS WITH ME...MY DAD.

AS I WATCHED THE CLIP OF GOD TALKING TO MOSES ..I felt wht God was going through when he said tht to moses...
And i felt a wave of Joy filling my entire body far beyond far far far...far far far far far far far far far far far
and i have to write it for eternity long....

This wave of Holy Spirit was like nothing i experienced b4...as i remember the WAVE OF JOY GOING THROUGH MY BODY...
MAKING ME STILL AND SPELLBOUND AS I JUST COULDNT EXPRESS THIS JOY WITH MY MORTAL BODY.....


I just happened to go out on to the college balcony and i saw the sky was BEAUTIFUL
I mean i cant describe it but it was PINK and Wow i was like God i like this!!!
And i took few snaps but they cant ofcourse really show how beautiful it looked to my naked eye!!!

Iam enjoying life like never before as i am seeing God manifest himself in my everyday life ...
i just asked God show me something tht will knock me and he did!!

And let me tell another wonderful thing which just happened

AS i just got the revelation and was just so happy tht i couldnt express it...
One of my friend N D Singh came to my room and sat b4 my comp and just asked me abt GOD OF JEWS...
And even m roomie joined and asked him wht was this hebrew God all about...
and i got a chance and showed them the video of prince of egypt.

CAN U BELIEVE THIS>>>> THIS IS THE WORK OF THE HOLY SPIRIT

WHEN IT REALLY MASIFESTS IN OUR LIVES>>>>> WE NEED NOT GO TO PEOPLE>>>> THEY COME ASKING!!!!!!!!!!!!

TODAY WAS ONE OF THE GREATEST DAY OF MY ENTIRE LIFE

God showed a million diamonds studded sky

I went to out to eat...as i was going i saw that ....the stars in the sky were not as many as they could have been...
As i went to eat in the shop...i wished i could see a million diamond studded sky.
And after i came from the shop when i saw in the sky

Well u know wht i saw....

I saw the sky having a million more stars than i saw a while ago!!!!!!!!!!!!
And it was BEAUTIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFUL.......WOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

WHT IT IS TO LOVE OTHERS!!!

GOd asked us to love others....
AND OUR LOVE FOR OTHER FELLOW BEINGS ....CAN ONLY BE FULFILLED WHEN WE TELL THEM ABOUT THE LOVE BEYOND ALL IMAGINATION
THE LOVE OF GOD IN CHRIST THROUGH HIS SPIRIT!!!!!!!!

Invite God to fight the battle with Temptations

Today is 28th July 2008

Yesterday...i have SINNED!!
The devil took complete control of my mind....it was like my entire mind got blocked to think anything!!!
And tht too bcoz i was alone , so i had an opportunity to sin and quickly my mind started presurizing me to sin
A little later as i couldnt handle the pressure i sinned!!


THT VERY NIGHT....I was so asmahed of going b4 the Lord....But i went to him asking...
God for many days i have spent hours and hours in ur presecence,,,Why have i failed???

Then i realised tht DURING THE TIME OF TEMPTATION....I WAS FIGHTING LIKE IT WAS MY OWN BATTLE
RATHER THAN LOOKING TOWARDS GOD AND THE LOVE OF JESUS AND GIVING THE BATTLE FOR HIM TO FIGHT!!! COZ I BELONG TO HIM NOW
IM HIS PROPERTY AND IT HE WHO WILL DEFEND HIS PROPERTY....NOT ME


WHEN I REALISED THIS>....I prayed in tongues....for my frnds ANubhav, siddharth and my roomie Surya for their placements...
I also prayed for peace in my family...

And I PRAYED TO LORD>....AND ASKED HIM TO FIGHT MY BATTLE FROM NOW ON....COZ IM HISPROPERTY AND ITS UP TO HIM TO FIGHT!!!!!!



AND WHEN I DID.....THT VERY NIGHT WHEN AGAIN I WAS ALONE>>...I DINT FEEL THE PRESSURE>...
COZ GOD WAS FIGHTING IT NOW

AGAIN TODAY IN THE MORNING I WAS ALONE AND I COULD HAVE SINNED....


BUT AS I BROWSED GOD DIRECTED ME TO A VIDEO ON THE INTERNET TITLED "FROM JIHAD TO JESUS"

IT was a testimony of how a former Muslim militia person has come to the grace of the Lord God almighty....
Go to www.jihadtojesus.com or in youtube search for jihad to jesus

God spoke to me!!

Right now the time is 3:10am on the morning of July 29th 2008


I was very sleepy but dint sleep properly...
The devil just tried to lure me to see some comedy film...and i sadly fell for it...and
as i watched it...i fell asleep in the chair itself...
And as i came to my Bed..i just wanted to sleep

And even though i knew i should read my Bible....i was literally in between of a deep sleep...
But i thought i will atleast read one verse and hence i opened my Bible...to see wht God will talk!!!


And this is what he said

Remember These things O jacob
For you are my servant, O Israel
I have made you , you are my servant
O ISrael I WILL NOT FORGET YOU
I have swept away your offenses like a cloud
Your sins like a morning mist...
RETURN TO ME,
for i have redemmed you...

Isaiah 44:21,22

Even though we can see God talking with Power as his words display tht

Yet they have another nature of HOW MUCH DESPERATE..... HE IS......FOR US>.......

and in Isaiah 45:21,22,23
And there is no God apart from me.
A righteous God and a Saviour
( CAN U SEE ITS GOD AND JESUS- 2 attributes manifested through God and Jesus)
There is none but me.

Turn to me and be saved..
(Which implies first we are in bondage but now we are free....we are saved...
tht implies we will be able to do things which we were not able to when we were in bondage!!!
SO WHEN WE are free we can do anything....coz freedom implies tht!!
So God has saved also means if we were not saved ...we would have been utterly destroyed!!!)


All you ends of the earth
FOR IAM GOD AND THERE IS NO OTHER

By myself i have sworn
my mouth has uttered in all integrity
a word that will not be revoked
BEFORE ME EVERY KNEE WILL BOW,
BY ME EVERY TONGUE SHALL SWEAR

THEY WILL SAY OF ME
IN THE LOR D ALONE
ARE RIGHTEOUSNESS AND STRENGTH

ALL WHO HAVE RAGED AGAINST HIM WILL COME TO HIM AND BE PUT TO SHAME!!


BUT IN THE LORD ALL THE DESCENDANTS OF ISRAEL
WILL BE FOUND RIGHTEOUS AND WILL EXULT.(Its only through the Holy Spirit will any one be found blameless )

(EXULT MEANS to feel and show that you are very excited and happy because of sth that has happened)
SO EXCITED REAL MEANING LIES ONLY IN THE LORD!!!!!!!!

TRUE EXCITEMENT ONLY IN CHRIST!




AND FINALLY THIS IS WHAT GOD SPOKE

AS IT WAS HOT THAT NIGHT....I REALLY FELT VERY HUMID
AS I WAS ABOUT TO SLEEP BARE CHESTED
GOD TOLD ME GO INTO THE BALCONY FOR THE BANIAN WHICH YOU HANGED IS NOW DRY ....WEAR IT AND GO TO SLEEP!!!
DONT SLEEP WITHOUT WEARING IT!!!!

AND WHEN I WENT THERE...IT WAS DRY>>...
I just washed it a couple of hours ago and it was TOTALLY DRY!!!!


THANK YOU GOD AND UR SWEET SON JESUS!!!

Rockinggggggggggg Revelation

This below is the verse i got from Jesus4Life mobile everyday verse for u

Jesus Answered,

It is written:

Man does not Live on bread alone,

but on every word that comes from the mouth of God- Mathew 4:4


Isnt it amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just for a sec when the announcement of MAQ company for placements on 31st was announced!!!

I was thinking abt 5.5 lpa which they were offering...
But i did say its upto the Lord coz HE FULFILLS MY SOUL AND HE SURELY KNOWS WHT I NEED!!!!!!!!! AND HE WILL SURELY PROVIDE!!




And God revealed to me this....the moment i saw this message in my mobile...
Tht its not just money tht living life is about!!!

But its about EVERY WORD THAT COMES FROM THE MOUTH OF GOD- And by this God revealed to me tht
The way im talking to you everyday my son with many revealtions....THT IS LIFE>....


TO TALK TO GOD CONTINUOUSLY AND HEAR GOD SPEAK THROUGH MANY MANY OF OUR SITUATIONS IN BEAUTIFUL WAYS IS
WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT!!!!!!!

SO EVERY WORD THAT COMES FROM THE MOUTH OF GOD

Implies His Word in the Bible
Implies HIs word when he speaks to us literally....


TO Believe and in prayer THANK HIM B4 HAND OF THE WONDERFUL MIRACLES HE HAD LINED UP FOR US IS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT!!!

God heals Stomach Pain

i got intense stomach pain just now...
Just as it came....i just was about to pray to God to heal me....but b4 i even completed....i remembered My God already healed me and so i thnaked for healing my stomach pain which i now had but wont have as God was going to cure me...
And tht very moment it got cured!!!!!!!!!!!!!



PRAISE GOD!!!!!!!!!!