Today is 28th July 2008
Yesterday...i have SINNED!!
The devil took complete control of my mind....it was like my entire mind got blocked to think anything!!!
And tht too bcoz i was alone , so i had an opportunity to sin and quickly my mind started presurizing me to sin
A little later as i couldnt handle the pressure i sinned!!
THT VERY NIGHT....I was so asmahed of going b4 the Lord....But i went to him asking...
God for many days i have spent hours and hours in ur presecence,,,Why have i failed???
Then i realised tht DURING THE TIME OF TEMPTATION....I WAS FIGHTING LIKE IT WAS MY OWN BATTLE
RATHER THAN LOOKING TOWARDS GOD AND THE LOVE OF JESUS AND GIVING THE BATTLE FOR HIM TO FIGHT!!! COZ I BELONG TO HIM NOW
IM HIS PROPERTY AND IT HE WHO WILL DEFEND HIS PROPERTY....NOT ME
WHEN I REALISED THIS>....I prayed in tongues....for my frnds ANubhav, siddharth and my roomie Surya for their placements...
I also prayed for peace in my family...
And I PRAYED TO LORD>....AND ASKED HIM TO FIGHT MY BATTLE FROM NOW ON....COZ IM HISPROPERTY AND ITS UP TO HIM TO FIGHT!!!!!!
AND WHEN I DID.....THT VERY NIGHT WHEN AGAIN I WAS ALONE>>...I DINT FEEL THE PRESSURE>...
COZ GOD WAS FIGHTING IT NOW
AGAIN TODAY IN THE MORNING I WAS ALONE AND I COULD HAVE SINNED....
BUT AS I BROWSED GOD DIRECTED ME TO A VIDEO ON THE INTERNET TITLED "FROM JIHAD TO JESUS"
IT was a testimony of how a former Muslim militia person has come to the grace of the Lord God almighty....
Go to www.jihadtojesus.com or in youtube search for jihad to jesus
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