Everything DIED For Nothing

ITs not Just the Love of the Lord tht is far beyond our wildest imagination
BUT
also the PAIN OF THE LORD when we sin
is far greater than our human minds can comprehend!!!!!!!!!

Its tht vast pain tht drove him to death....
its tht HUGE WOUND IN HIS HEART WHICH WAS CAUSED WHEN HE SAW HIS OWN CHILDREN GIVING THEMSELVES
TO THE RAVENOUS WOLVES TO BE mauled!!

Its this VASTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT pain tht kept him silent

as people were mocking him...
as his OWN CHILDREN were pathetically beating him
as he saw his children drive nails into both his hands...



It was this very pain tht made him to be act Numb to all the horrible and pathetic ways tht Christ was beaten!!



JESUS DIED ON THE CROSS....COZ HE THOUGHT WE ARE WORTHY TO DIE FOR!!!!!!! Isnt it A MIND BLOWING REVELATION!!
Thank you HOly SPirit for revealing the heart of the LORD when i asked for it
WHo was i tht u should hear but yet you heard!!!!!

HE made us to be of worth yet we began to behave like worhtless.
But he hasnt forgotten wht he created
Even though we have forgotten what we are made to be, he dint forget tht we were his children!!

And he was silent to all the things done to him while crucifixion....coz he felt MY SON DESERVES THIS!!!

HE THOUGHT IF MY PAIN NOW>>.>CAN GET HIM BACK TO ME!!! IAM WILLING TO DO SO!!!!
ITS JUST HIS WAY OF SAYING....Oh My Dear Son....I will do any....any any anything for u my love!!!!!
Just be in my arms....
Just now i got tears in my eyes....when i just remembered the Scene in Prince of Egypt where GOD TALKS TO MOSES IN
ANGER FOR A SECOND....and when he sees moses scared he just felt ohh my dear SOn....and it looks like he takes him
into his arms and says

My dear SOn....IM WITH YOU ra kanna....My dear loved one....HE might have thought U DONT EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH IAM GOING
TO DO JUST FOR U!!!!!!!! EVEN MY VERY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JUST FOR U!!!!

Just now....i had the MOST AMAZING EXPERINCE OF A LIFETIME...AND IT HAPPENED JUST NOW...I FEEL SO WEAK IN MY BODY NOW
YET STRONG COZ HE IS WITH ME...MY DAD.

AS I WATCHED THE CLIP OF GOD TALKING TO MOSES ..I felt wht God was going through when he said tht to moses...
And i felt a wave of Joy filling my entire body far beyond far far far...far far far far far far far far far far far
and i have to write it for eternity long....

This wave of Holy Spirit was like nothing i experienced b4...as i remember the WAVE OF JOY GOING THROUGH MY BODY...
MAKING ME STILL AND SPELLBOUND AS I JUST COULDNT EXPRESS THIS JOY WITH MY MORTAL BODY.....


I just happened to go out on to the college balcony and i saw the sky was BEAUTIFUL
I mean i cant describe it but it was PINK and Wow i was like God i like this!!!
And i took few snaps but they cant ofcourse really show how beautiful it looked to my naked eye!!!

Iam enjoying life like never before as i am seeing God manifest himself in my everyday life ...
i just asked God show me something tht will knock me and he did!!

And let me tell another wonderful thing which just happened

AS i just got the revelation and was just so happy tht i couldnt express it...
One of my friend N D Singh came to my room and sat b4 my comp and just asked me abt GOD OF JEWS...
And even m roomie joined and asked him wht was this hebrew God all about...
and i got a chance and showed them the video of prince of egypt.

CAN U BELIEVE THIS>>>> THIS IS THE WORK OF THE HOLY SPIRIT

WHEN IT REALLY MASIFESTS IN OUR LIVES>>>>> WE NEED NOT GO TO PEOPLE>>>> THEY COME ASKING!!!!!!!!!!!!

TODAY WAS ONE OF THE GREATEST DAY OF MY ENTIRE LIFE