HE GOT SCARRED TO REACH ME BELOW THE PIT OF THORNS

Today in the afternoon of 30th July 2008

I Have sinned against the Lord....allowed my heart to think high about itself...

When the information about the second and third round companies was released...
Me and my roomie were discussing about it!!

And he said he wishes if he could get third round...tht would be enough for him

I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THE MOMENT HE SAID THAT>....MY HEART FELT WHAT HE DINT EVEN GET FIRST ROUND!!! THINKING ABOUT THIRD ROUND!!!

AFTER I MADE THAT STATEMENT I FELT SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FOOLISH

I WAS THINKING AS IF IAM WHERE IAM BCOZ OF MY INTELLIGENCE!!!!!

I FELT SO BAD THAT I ALLOWED TO DEVIL TO TAKE CONTROL OF MY MIND FOR SUCH A THING!!!
AND SO I WENT AND PRAYED FOR MORE THAN HALF AN HOUR AND FORGO MY LUNCH ....
COZ I WAS SCARED....THT DEVIL WOULD SLOWLY GET A FOOTHOLD OF GOD's TEMPLE!!!!

SO I PRAYED AND BEGGED AND SEEKED THE LORD...

I CAME BACK TO MY ROOM!!

Infact suddenly i felt tht i want to listen a song and when i put the headphones on then just the next moment
my friend put some film songs on his speaker to hear ....then i understood how God was particular i need not have to hear even a bit of those songs
so he made me put the songs which glorify him only b4 i could hear those!!!


The Lord helped me to pray in the spirit...for more than half an hour..i did it in the common room bcoz it was empty...

I asked GOD TO TAKE CONTROL OF MY LIFE AT A MOMENTARY LEVEL, WHERE AT EACH AND EVERY MOMENT I WOULD FEEL HIS LOVE AND GLORIFY THE NAME OF THE LORD!!

I ASKED THE LORD TO HELP ME TO BE A SWEET FRUIT HE CAN TASTE!!! SINCE ONLY THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD ONLY KNOWS WHT TASTES
GOOOD TO THE LORD < I ASKED THE LORD TO TEACH ME TO BE THAT!!!

I ASKED HIM TO TEACH EVERY CELL OF MY BODY TO SEEK ONLY HIM!!!


""""""""""""""""""""THE LORD HELPED ME REALIZE THAT I WAS ONE OF THE MANY WHO WAS IN THE PITS OF DARKNESSS FILLED WITH EVERY KIND OF FILTH AND DRAINAGE AND HE HEARD MY CRY!!!!!"""""""""""""""
"""""""""""""""""""He cleaned every bit of dirt of drainage on my body with his blood...his sacrifice....cleansed me of my sins!!!!"""""""""""""""""


BUT MY LORD HEARD MY CRY WHEN I CALLED HIM AND HE CAME DOWN AND SOILED HIS CLOTHES AS HE REACHED ME >...

HE GOT SCARRED TO REACH ME BELOW THE PIT OF THORNS ....EVEN THOUGH HE GOT RIPPED OF HIS FLESH....
HE REACHED ME AND TOOK ME BY HIS HAND....AND TOOK ME IN HIS ARMS AND SAID!!!

SON HERE IAM!!!!!!! I WONT EVER LET GO YOU MY LOVE!!!!!!
I COULD SING OF YOUR LOVE FOREVER!!!
AND MY GOD IS SINGING I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!

I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!!! I WILL LOVE YOU OH MY SON FOREVER!!!